XX

It’s hard to believe. Time keeps moving and you try to not pay attention, you try to keep things bottled up and forgotten about. And then the “big numbers” hit you. Nice round ones like 20 years. It’s no different than the day before. Why should it matter? Why does the 7,300th day since it …

Onward and upward.

Onward and upward.

I don’t understand complacency. I don’t understand settling. Content.

I’m never content. Next satisfied. Everything I do is garbage. Just a learning curve, helping make me better for next time. Everything I get, I want more. Everything I do, it’s not enough. I’m always hungry. Always thirsty. Always driven.

Every failure is a hurdle. Not a brick wall. Every success is an inspiration. Not a finish line.