I do everything I can to not think about you. I look in the mirror and you are there staring back at me. But you are older than you ever will be. I hear a song that reminds me of you and I am a flood of tears. For the rest of my life you’ll haunt me. Look over me and guard me. My guardian angel. When you should have always just been my best friend. And my brother. I love you forever. I miss you so much tonight. I don’t know why.