“Strangers with this kind of honesty make me go a big rubbery one” The following essay contains a lot of sensitive and personal information, honestly told, but may still be for some triggering. It’s also quite long winded. So for a variety of reasons you are warned before reading. – Hank. I recently gave a …
I miss you.
I do everything I can to not think about you. I look in the mirror and you are there staring back at me. But you are older than you ever will be. I hear a song that reminds me of you and I am a flood of tears. For the rest of my life you’ll …
An string of unpopular thoughts.
I’ve been alive for 38 years. And the things that have happened in that time is incredible. Comparative to many other times in history, the curve of progress has sped up exponentially. But so has a lot of other things. And in many ways, I feel we are living on a knife’s edge, teetering between …
Look forward, walk backwards.
Back to Emo poetry? Here I go again.
The Daily Depression I
Just keep moving… Keep moving…
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It’s hard to believe. Time keeps moving and you try to not pay attention, you try to keep things bottled up and forgotten about. And then the “big numbers” hit you. Nice round ones like 20 years. It’s no different than the day before. Why should it matter? Why does the 7,300th day since it …
Suicidal tendencies. Don’t worry. I’m here to help you.
I am sharing my pain in the hope that I can help you understand how to deal with yours. This is my hope, who knows if it makes sense.
Another night smoked to the filter.
I take a lot on. With my team we have a ton of projects we’re doing at once. Myself I’m spearheading six of them. Three of which are priorities. And I’m working on them at least some of every day. And they are very time consuming. But despite how important they are and despite just …
Dis guy’s lament. Pay no attention to it.
It’s hard to keep excited sometimes, the more you push and the more life pushes back. The film world is notoriously hard to break into – unless you know someone – and so many close calls to success, deals in place that fall apart before they close, and all of the turmoil that comes with …
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The blank page
I used to look at a blank piece of paper as a boundless escape. An open space for the mind to wander. A field of gaps only life and imagination can fill in. Endless possibilities would reach out to me from the stark white surface, calling to me, asking me to put an end to …